Wednesday, April 10, 2013

GMOs in USDA Organic Food

Author: Brendan Bombaci

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First is the YouTube slideshow presentation for the text that follows, titled "GMOs in USDA Organic Foods," for all of you smartphone and (especially) tablet users.





...and secondly, the documentation.

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Possible Corruption of the USDA ‘National Organic Program’ (NOP)

I have done some digging.  I haven’t been exactly pleased with what I’ve found, nor have I been thoroughly surprised, being that the US government collaborates so heavily with the GM and pesticide industry.  Take a look.


USDA
    2013    What is Organic? National Organic Program: Welcome to the National Organic Program. United States Department of Agriculture: Agricultural Marketing Service. Data accurate to 5 February.

First, we have a PR statement from the USDA Agricultural Marketing Service website, under the Organic Standards subsection of the National Organic Program page, proclaiming about organic crops that:

    “Organic is a labeling term that indicates that the food or other agricultural product has been produced through approved methods. These methods integrate cultural, biological, and mechanical practices that foster cycling of resources, promote ecological balance, and conserve biodiversity. Synthetic fertilizers, sewage sludge, irradiation, and genetic engineering may not be used” [USDA 2013, emphasis added].

But then, to our dismay, we see something completely different, proclaimed to growers:

USDA
    2013    Guide for Organic Crop Producers. FAQ: Becoming a Certified Operation. USDA National Organic Program. http://www.ams.usda.gov/AMSv1.0/getfile?dDocName=STELPRDC5101542. Accessed 10 April 2013.

    “Chapter 9 “The National List of Allowed and Prohibited Substances” explains how to determine if a product is allowed or prohibited. Certain practices, while not allowed in organic production, would not constitute application of a prohibited material, and so would not render land ineligible for certification during the transition period.  Examples include the use of nonorganic seed or planting stock, application of manure to a food crop within 90 days of harvest, and cultivation of genetically modified crops” [USDA 2013:7-8]

So we see a double-standard.  We have some investigating to do.  It’s time to see beyond the PR statements and into the written organic standards law.  The following is taken from the Electronic Code of Federal Regulations for the USDA National Organic Program, under the U.S. Government Printing Office (GPO) with data accurate to April 1, 2013.

This is from the "terms defined" section of the organic regulations of America, found at an extension of www.ecfr.gov, linked easily through www.ams.usda.gov/AMSv1.0/nop, under “Organic Regulations.”

    Title 7: Agriculture
    PART 205—NATIONAL ORGANIC PROGRAM, Subpart A—Definitions
   
    "Organic: A labeling term that refers to an agricultural product produced in accordance with the Act and the regulations in this part" [GPO 2013].  Keep in mind that it in no way means "the status, of a currently living plant or animal, of having a genetic lineage that has never been submitted to genetic modification of any kind either before or during involvement with the USDA Organic Program."


And you'll be surprised to know that:

    Title 7: Agriculture
    PART 205—NATIONAL ORGANIC PROGRAM, Subpart C—Organic Production and Handling Requirements.  § 205.204 Seeds and planting stock practice standard

(I have abstracted this section for ease of reading because it is otherwise convoluted)
   
    “(a) The producer must use organically grown seeds, annual seedlings, and planting stock: Except, That,

       “(1) Nonorganically produced, untreated seeds and planting stock may be used to produce an organic crop when an equivalent organically produced variety is not commercially available: Except, That, organically produced seed must be used for the production of edible sprouts; (2) Nonorganically produced seeds and planting stock that have been treated with a substance included on the National List of synthetic substances allowed for use in organic crop production may be used to produce an organic crop when an equivalent organically produced or untreated variety is not commercially available; (3) [in reference to §205.290(a)(2) -- nonorganically produced annual seedlings may be used when there has been damage caused by drought, wind, flood, excessive moisture, hail,     tornado, earthquake, fire, or other business interruption;] (4) Nonorganically produced planting stock to be used to produce a perennial crop may be sold, labeled, or represented as organically produced only after the planting stock has been maintained under a system of organic management for a period of no less than 1 year, and (5) Seeds, annual seedlings, and planting stock treated with prohibited substances may be used to produce an organic crop when the application of the materials is a requirement of Federal or State phytosanitary regulations [i.e., via Codex Alimentarius]” [GPO 2013].

This is all quite bothersome.  It seems that “organic” does not mean “safe from tampering.”  What sorts of "business interruptions" justify using non-organically produced annual seeds [from (3), above]?  I'm willing to bet that the dramatic effects on crops due to drought from climate change easily warrant such activity, under this clause; however, I just as easily would bet that it could mean anything in a court of law.  As vague as it is, a "business interruption," could be any problem a corporation faces in making duplicated or better profits from year to year.  This is apparently a fully exploitable loophole.  Let’s look at it all in a bit more detail.

USDA
    2013    Guidance: Seeds, Annual Seedlings, and Planting Stock in Organic Crop Production.  NOP5029. National Organic Program. United States Department of Agriculture, Agricultural Marketing Service. Created 4 March. http://www.ams.usda.gov/AMSv1.0/getfile?dDocName=STELPRDC5102731. Accessed 12 April 2013.

    From section 3.0: Background, “The USDA organic regulations at 7 CFR §205.204 require that organic producers use organic seeds, annual seedlings, and planting stock. The regulations allow producers to utilize non-organic seeds and planting stock when equivalent organic varieties are not commercially available” [USDA 2013:1].  Under section 4.1.3, “The following considerations could be acceptable to justify use of non- organic seeds and planting stock as not commercially available. These considerations must be described by the operation in their organic system plan (OSP),     pursuant to §205.201(a)(2), and approved by the certifying agent.  [...b.] Quality Considerations: Examples may include, but are not limited to, germination rate of the seed; presence of weed seeds in the seed mix; shelf life and stability of the seeds; and disease and pest resistance. [...c] Quantity Considerations: Producers may provide evidence that quantities are not available in sufficiently large or small amounts given the scale of the operation” [USDA 2013:2]. 

    Of benefit for consumers is that, under section 4.2: Recordkeeping for Organic Producers,     “4.2.1 The following records should be maintained by organic producers: (a.) A list of all seed and planting stock, indicating any non-organic seeds or stock used, and the justification for their use including lack of equivalent variety, form, quality or quantity considerations” [USDA 2013:3].

Furthermore,

USDA
    2011    Instruction: Processing Requests for Temporary Variances. NOP2606. National         Organic Program. United States Department of Agriculture, Agricultural Marketing Service. Created 22 July. http://www.ams.usda.gov/AMSv1.0/getfile?dDocName=STELPRDC5087115. Accessed 12 April 2013.

    From section 4.0: Policy, “Variances [such as weather damage and those “business interruptions”] will not be granted to allow for: (...2) The use of materials prohibited under §205.105” [USDA 2011:1, emphasis added].  Materials, mind you, do not include the excluded methods provision, as § 205.105 has different categories for what is allowed and prohibited, including that for substances, that for methods, and that for ingredients.  Helpfully, under section 6.0: Records, “NOP staff will maintain records of temporary variances granted on the NOP shared drive with a copy in the accredited certifying agents file under the relevant calendar year” [USDA 2011:2]. 

The records, pertaining to the details outlined in the last two sources cited, may be obtained utilizing the USDA’s Freedom of Information Act officer.

How is all of this possible?  Well, here’s where the mistake exists.  The only place in the N.O.P., according to law (rather than just the USDA's PR website), where genetic engineering is actually stated to be prohibited is in the terms defined section of their program law webpage.

    Title 7: Agriculture
    PART 205—NATIONAL ORGANIC PROGRAM, Subpart A—Definitions. "§ 205.2: Terms defined:

    "Excluded methods. A variety of methods used to genetically modify organisms or influence their growth and development by means that are not possible under natural conditions or processes and are not considered compatible with organic production. Such methods include cell fusion, microencapsulation and macroencapsulation, and recombinant DNA technology (including gene deletion, gene doubling, introducing a foreign gene, and changing the positions of genes when achieved by recombinant DNA technology). Such methods do not include the use of traditional breeding, conjugation,  fermentation, hybridization, in vitro fertilization, or tissue culture" [GPO 2013, emphases added].

Notice how these are excluded methods (while under certified organic production) and nowhere is it stated that already genetically modified seeds or crops cannot be used for the purposes of organic production.  There is no “excluded lifeforms” provision.


Now that we have that all cooked up, how about livestock?

    Title 7: Agriculture   
    PART 205—NATIONAL ORGANIC PROGRAM, Subpart A—Definitions.     §205.236   Origin of livestock.


       "(a) Livestock products that are to be sold, labeled, or represented as organic must be from livestock under continuous organic management from the last third of gestation or hatching: Except, That: (1) Poultry. Poultry or edible poultry products must be from poultry that has been under continuous organic management beginning no later than the second day of life; (2) Dairy animals. Milk or milk products must be from animals that have been under continuous organic management beginning no later than 1 year prior to the production of the milk or milk products that are to be sold, labeled, or represented as organic, Except,
    (i) That, crops and forage from land, included in the organic system plan of a dairy farm, that is in the third year of organic management may be consumed by the dairy animals of the farm during the 12-month period immediately prior to the sale of organic milk and milk products; [...] (3) Breeder stock. Livestock used as breeder stock may be brought from a nonorganic operation onto an organic operation at any time: Provided, That, if such livestock are gestating and the offspring are to be raised as organic livestock, the breeder stock must be brought onto the facility no later than the last third of gestation" [GPO 2013, emphasis added].

It's already bad enough that the plants and seeds used in USDA organic standards (for direct consumption by both humans and animals) can be of genetically modified stock, and possibly exposed to pesticides and radiation by Codex Alimentarius standards whenever deemed necessary.  But then the livestock can be directly, or by lineage, genetically modified -- even biopharmed, hormone altered, exposed to those non-organic foods as well as pesticides, all up to the last third of gestation or hatching, or in the case of dairy, up to the last year of production?  I think we need to distinguish between “Pesticide-Free” (USDA Organic) and “Non-GMO,” at the very least.  If there was one label that could guarantee both, we’d be better off.  The Non-GMO Project organization aims for that, and their standard testing covers 99.1% of genes (there could always be up to 0.9% GMOs in your food).  They review and label many foods today, so keep your eyes out for them.  If their label is on a product with a USDA Organic label on it, too, all the better!

Now, bits of a memorandum that was made by the Deputy Director of the National Organic Program, Mr. Miles McEvoy, to address the public with their concerns about GMOs possibly being in USDA NOP certified organic foods:

McEvoy, Miles
    2011    Policy Memorandum. Policy Memo 11-13: Clarification of Existing Regulations         Regarding the Use of Genetically Modified Organisms in Organic Agriculture. USDA Agricultural Marketing Service. National Organic Program Handbook. Guidance and Instructions for Accredited Certifying Agents and Certified Operations. Created 15 April. http://www.ams.usda.gov/AMSv1.0getfiledDocName=STELPRDC5090396. Accessed 10 April 2013.
“The use of GMOs is prohibited in organic production and handling. The NOP regulations prohibit the use of GMOs as “excluded methods” under 7 CFR § 205.105” [McEvoy 2011:1], and, “the use of excluded methods, such as planting genetically modified seeds, would require a specific intent, and would render any product ineligible for organic certification” [McEvoy 2011:2].

But we’ve already gone over that section, haven’t we?  This isn’t a total truth.  “planting genetically modified seeds” is not an excluded method, and neither is using them -- only the
process of genetic modification is prohibited.  Let us be clear.

Furthermore, it seems that outsourced Certifying Agents handle everything in regards to GMO detection:

    “That is, certifying agents attest to the ability of organic operations to follow a set of production standards and practices which meet the requirements of the Organic Foods Production Act of 1990 and the NOP regulations,” and “if all aspects of the organic production or handling process were followed correctly, then the presence of a detectable residue from a genetically modified organism alone does not constitute a violation of this regulation” [McEvoy 2011:2, emphasis added].

    In fact, even though “certifying agents evaluate the preventative practices and buffer zones [of the producer’s farm] to determine if they are adequate to avoid contact with GMOs,” and they “are responsible for working with organic producers to identify the source of [any] inadvertent GMOs and to implement improvements to avoid contact with GMOs in the future” [McEvoy 2011:3, emphasis added], if the seeds or stocks are in fact tested for the presence of GMOs, the NOP regulations only “establish a tolerance for the presence of pesticides registered by the U.S. Environmental Protection Agency (EPA) that is set at 5% of the EPA tolerance level for the specific residue detected,” whereas “no federal agency, including EPA or USDA has established tolerance levels for the inadvertent presence of the products of excluded methods (GMOs)” [McEvoy 2011:4, emphasis added] so, if a certifying agent found GMOs in a company’s stock or product, that company might get a slap on the wrist, depending on the agent, and would otherwise lawfully get to keep their organic certification.

But as an easy way out of the tedium that some companies may find in wiggling through these loopholes, they could just ditch the USDA logo and take another shortcut...

Baier, Ann H., and Lisa Ahramjian
    2013    Organic Certification of Farms and Businesses Producing Agricultural Products.         USDA National Organic Program. http://www.ams.usda.gov/AMSv1.0/getfile?                    dDocName=STELPRDC5101547. Accessed 20 April 2013.

    If you make under $5,000 per year on your produce, “your farm or business doesn’t need to be certified in order to sell, label, or represent your products as organic,” and, "you are not required to document the specific practices and substances used to produce and/or handle organic products" [Baier and Ahramjian 2013:1-2].

How about them apples?  So, if a huge brand name company, selling bananas out of Peru, e.g., were to purchase those bananas for redistribution en masse, from a slew of small farms (that they contract with and probably set up this way), they would not need a USDA certified organic logo, or the regulation involved with such certification, in order to sell their product as "Organic" -- and with a "Fair Trade Certified" stamp, it probably looks even more legitimate.  Careful with your purchases.

With a finishing touch, I would like to point out some facts about the organic standards in the European Union:

OJEU
    2007    Council Regulation No 834/2007 of 28 June 2007 on Organic Production and Labelling of Organic Products and Repealing Regulation (EEC) No 2092/91. Regulations. Official Journal of the European Union.

    Firstly, (9) “Genetically modified organisms (GMOs) and products produced from or by GMOs are incompatible with the concept of organic production and consumers' perception of organic products. They should therefore not be used in organic farming or in the processing of organic products” [OJEU 2007:L189/2].

and:

    in Title II; Article 4: “Organic production shall be based on the following principles:

    [in (a)(iii)]: “exclude the use of GMOs and products produced from or by GMOs with the exception of veterinary medicine products;” [OJEU 2007:L189/6].


How so very complete and not misleading.  I like it.  Perhaps in the near future we will have such clarity in our own organic program.  But probably not before Monsanto is completely protected from any trouble that probable contaminations may conjure up...




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Sunday, December 2, 2012

Christ in the Sky

Did you know?:  Christ's birth is actually mythologized on December 25th - there is no Biblical scholar today that can tell you when his birth actually was.

The Dog Star, Sirius, is referenced via the "wolf" that suckled Romulus and Remus in the article linked above.  This star has played a huge part in the astrotheology shared by Egypt, Greece, and Rome.  It is well known by myriad historians and archaeologists that there exists fundamental myth-history associations that have pervaded the religious circles of these cultures: Isis with Mary, Osiris with God, and Horus with Jesus.  Let us observe some astronomical correlations to this fact (click all images to enlarge).



Coinciding with the annual flooding of the Nile, respected as a microcosm of Earth's origin in Egyptian creation mythos, Orion (Osiris, God) and Sirius (Sothis, Isis, Mary) herald the imminent rise of the Sun (Horus, Christ) touching the head of Virgo (the "virgin" constellation which also represents Isis & Mary).  If you are a 'traditional' trinitarian, you would understand that the Sun, as Horus or Christ, touching her head has the same meaning as God touching her head.  This is also why Sirius has been deemed "the second Sun."  As it was near the start of the Old Kingdom as we know it, 3000BCE:

During that same astrological Age (of 2160 years)...


Horus (Christ) is baptized in the house of Aquarius, well before Christmas was even loosely associated with Christ's birth.  Then...





Horus (Christ) is in Aries, before Rome had anything to do with the sign.  It is, rather, the lamb (as Horus had been called at times) at Easter.  Appropriate.  Rebirth is not immediate, but once again during the flood of the Nile.  This was a ceremony in which most of Egyptian people would take part and play out.

As of the First Council of Nicea, arguably 325AD or 328AD, the mythos was fixed with more recent constellation values (with reminders of the newer version of the mythos, Christianity).  Being associated with fishermen, and thereby setting the fish-mouth design of the papal miter...





The equinox, once marking the lamb, now marks Pisces.  Easter is represented accordingly, as many will eat no meat except fish during Holy Week.  Many adherents don a rudimentary symbol of a fish, upon themselves or their belongings, to show their faith.  And there is still more to consider...





During the period once marked by Virgo being touched by Horus/Christ, the deity is now in the domain of the lion.  Biblically, he faced both this fear and that of the tempatation of the Devil, the serpent beneath his feet.  No less, as mentioned in the Christ in Egypt book, linked at the top of this page, the three stars of Orion's belt have been equated with the mythos of the three wisemen traveling East to the bright and shining star heralding Christ's birth.  They point to Sirius (God), who leads the way for the Sun (the Son).  The lion is a symbol of Kingship, and Christ has been recognized in many Christian circles to be of such grace and power.  So we see different phases of His life and meanings of his being played out as a story in the stars - and they change through the Ages.  Now, it might be said, with the Council of Nicea setting Christmas as December 25th, Horus/Christ is born unto the house of Sagittarius, which marks the galactic center.  Isis' (Mary's) representation is at its grandest, when she is equated with the Milky Way.  As such, symbolically, Christ is born unto the virgin on this day when Sirius - Osiris (God) - returns to the 'underworld' (not seen in night or day until the next Nile Flood).






The bottom of these two images is a charted display of Sagittarius' close proximity to "El Centro de la Via Lactea" (the center of the Milky Way).

As a finishing note, I would like to mention that the "Amen" spoken during service and prayer harks back to the praises of the priesthood of Amen-Ra.  Amen, of course, was fused to the Sun god Ra, which reminds us of the trinitarian view that God (on high) and Christ (corporeal) are one.  So next time you give thanks, think of the deep meaningful relevance of what you are saying!


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I hope this little presentation gave you a good little glimpse into the very real history of Christian faith.  For a bit more of the archaeological history that incorporates all of this, read An Introduction to the Archaeology of Ancient Egypt

Solve et Coagula...

Saturday, November 17, 2012

Personality... or Soul?

I tend to spend many hours of my life pondering this question.  In activity or in rest, I come upon it and address it again and again and again.

Our personalities depend upon our nervous systems.  It might be said that the formation of our neurons and the relative sizes of the different areas of our brains comprise the particular circuitry permutation that is "self."  When some aspect of this undergoes physiological damage from impact or chemical reaction, our personality is compromised or altered indefinitely.  You can go from highly intelligent to dumb, from virtuous to vicious, or even from sane to insane.  So then, if there is a soul, who is it??

Is it you, years ago?  Is it you, years from now?  Is there a Platonic ideal soul-form of your personality?  If there was, how would your physical self come to match that ideal form?  Without interaction with anything that could possibly taint it?  Not possible - we require nourishment and interaction to form.  You can't perfectly control your natural or social environments.  What then??  Is "your" soul yours, or do you, rather, belong to a soul?  Is that soul anything like you?  How can your actions and your personality represent that soul at all?

It all seems a bit convoluted.  This is one of those reasons why ideas of judgment into Heaven and Hell (or Sheol), or of reincarnation from karmic action, just plain bother me.

So religion aside, we have to ask ourselves something.  If consciousness is supposedly that which is eternal, whereas physical forms come and go, then what is consciousness?  We already have an idea of what "self" is.  Just to be sure, though: self is that product created by awareness that differentiates between subjective stance and other forms - it can be complex or it can be simple.  A comatose individual may still be said to have self (after a retelling of their obligatorily observational and contemplative experience upon miraculous awakening), though their brainwave functions may not even register.  So is self relegated to brains alone?  Or is self the product of even the smallest action of neural or biological circuitry amongst lifeforms?  Cells are "aware" (chemically and electrically) of their functions as different from the functions of other cells and lifeforms (like bacteria and viruses) around them.  Mitochondria within cells perform unique functions, even, that could not be accomplished without "selfish" differentiation.  We like to call it specialization, but, really, it is only performed in light of non-interaction with those entities or functions that do not serve the same purpose as the self.  Is the human personality considered specialization or differentiation?  Rightly, it is both, but, like cells, we (humans) are of the same form (species) as one another and thereby perform the same functions and act mostly autonomously while contributing to the whole through community organization (and many ecologists consider microbiological entities within a human to be communities, and even the human itself to be a community).

So then, consciousness.  If consciousness is not the self, then what is it?  We measure consciousness and unconsciousness by way of differentiating between active and inactive, through both physical interactions and brainwave functions.  But again: is that really consciousness per se, or is that awareness of self?  When someone is "unconscious," they can still dream -- even in the slowest of brainwave frequencies, 0.001-2hz (whereas 10-20 is pretty active).  Is there no consciousness in dreams?  There is, indeed, although there is not always an awareness of self - that is related to upon awakening, where during the dream the experiencer can at times be anyone or anything, in ego flux.  The same can be said for someone returning from a NDE, during which their brain and heart were not functioning at all, when still they have a grand story to tell about their 'journey.' 

The below quote is also a link, to an article in Wired about just this phenomenon.

"Wired: How do we know after-death experiences happen when people think they do? Maybe people misremember thoughts from just before death, or just after regaining consciousness.

Parnia: That’s a very important question. Do these memories occur when a person is truly flatlined and had no brain activity, as science suggests? Or when they’re beginning to wake up, but are still unconscious?

The point that goes against the experiences happening afterwards, or before the brain shut down, is that many people describe very specific details of what happened to them during cardiac arrest. They describe conversations people had, clothes people wore, events that went on 10 or 20 minutes into resuscitation. That is not compatible with brain activity."


So, observational consciousness is not self.  And even bacteria are selfish.  Apparently, however, consciousness is a requirement to have a self, no matter how complicated (ordered, compartmentalized, modular, and communicative) that self is.  When death occurs, there begins the process of total self disintegration.  Once the body is gone, self may be said to have vanished.  But what about consciousness?  The self that has been vanquished is merely the human self.  Remember: it is key to relate consciousness to energy levels and frequencies, such as are told by an EEG or EKG.  If consciousness is the product of the energy which sustains life, than wouldn't it make sense that consciousness remains somehow?  It is, after all, not self.  Without life support systems, we cannot maintain life after brain death.  Brain death represents a shutting down of the neural circuitry that captures and manipulates the flow of electricity given to us by the biochemicals and light elements in food, water, and air we consume as well the environment we interact with.  No electricity in the circuitry, no life.  But once again, that electricity is manifest from light elements and biochemicals created from them.  So consciousness, it might be said, is energy.

If consciousness and energy are one in the same, then consciousness is never ours to begin with.  It ebbs and flows to and from our bodies as we consume in one form and pass on in another form the light elements and biochemicals that we rely on to stay alive.  Consciousness abounds everywhere and always.  As the cosmos, then, it is perhaps "eternal" (in as much that we know anything at all about the concept of eternity).

The real clincher is deciding just what sort of transformation of self takes place after death or before life.  Where do we come from and where do we go?  If consciousness is truly the ever-permeating energy of nature and cosmos, then "our" consciousness is really everywhere all at once.  Our self, though, keeps a quantity of that consciousness focused on one organism (or "community"), becoming one facet of the conscious whole.  So circuitry traps amounts of conscious potential and kinetically organizes it into logic circuits, either purely cellular and/or neurophysiological.  On, off.  1 and 0.  More and more complex.  10110100010111, etc.  Whole logic trees.  Complication beyond total understanding, seemingly somewhat chaotic -- when that consciousness is able to self-change, to make abstract or illogical decisions...

Do we "go" anywhere at all?  Is there really any sort of great energetic transformation, or is it taking place all the time in subtle ways?  Are there distant destinations or is their omnipresence?

Now that the dialectic is mostly formulated, let's proceed into the main question that has gripped my interest for so long.  I, for one, have a hard time figuring out what will become of a self that I relate to - not of me, per se, but a self that I embody (that I am "trapped" in).  Precisely what allows any flow of the consciousness pool to acquire a self??  When our self is gone, is there nothing?  Is that Sheol?  Or is there some eternal dreaming, since even the slightest amount of consciousness flowing through circuitry (which can be as simple as a molecular lattice) - and molecular circuitry is everywhere - allows for some aspect of perception if not self?  Is that Heaven and/or Hell?  Or is there some sort of quantum or biophysical mechanism of DNA that disallows a once-living being to revert to nothingness or eternal abstract dreaming, until total disintegration of all bonds?  And the "moving on" thereafter would be spiritual transformation, in a way, without replication of a prior personality.  So is reproduction - genetic procreation - that which truly "immortalizes" someone?  Do they get to experience self again by being a part of their progeny (is the progeny truly made of more of their parents than physical features)?  Or is DNA, inherently made of all permutations and instances of past and future living beings, capable of respawning a semblance of ourselves, though adapted to different environmental and social conditions

To remove yourself from the ridiculous interminable dialectic of this ponderance, just ask yourself "why do I not change into an entirely different person from day to day or month to month if my energy is constantly borrowed and returned?".

Memory

And, memory and self go hand in hand.  Consciousness is shaped from purely observational or attendant to interactive and mimetic.